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It's been so many days
What would I change?
Did I change or just let it go?
I've been just living on
analyzing none
of this filth I decided to throw

And if you ever forgive me
If you ever need to
If it ends just you, just me
Would I have regrets? Oh

Gone, and so suddenly I'm free
to fly, you let go and I fall
Free

And if you never forgive me
If you never need to
If it kills both you and me
Would I have regrets? Oh

Fall, a fall to set us free
to be, to feel all that pain
Me

And if you ever forgive me
If you never need to
If it kills - not you, just me
Would I have regrets? Oh

The first and the second verse are the beginning of a song that I wrote in Autumn 2004, and for some reason those verses started to play in my head years later. I wrote them down again, and then went on with the idea, not remembering anything else of that original song (from year 2004) anymore. Those of you who have listened to Gravity Kills might notice that this song owes a lot to that band.

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